Yakub Israel
02-06-2011, 09:19 PM
Prisoner letters about prison rape...
This posting is for educational purposes.
Note; P.C., Protective Custody.
Note; Anal sex is a primary cause of AIDS transmission.
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Having read the literature sent to me I can help some of the first timers to prepare for their stay within prison. :pride: I know that I can't do it all myself, but they say the first step is the easiest way to get to the end of a long road.
When I first came to prison [at 16] I tried to stay to myself and do my own time. I held other inmates in check for a while, but the perrsure started to build up. I was at Cummins Unit...and another inmate came in my cell and demanded that I service him sexually. I told him I just wanted to be left alone. He kept on demanding that I service him and he hit me and called me a "Bitch". He pulled out a razor and when I saw it I pushed him against the wall. He drop the razor...I ended up cutting his throat and jaw....For the first 2½ to 3 years I had to fight to keep from being "turned out."
I got tired of fighting all the time. I started to look for a partner to "hook up" with. Someone to look out after me. A "Man" as well as a friend. Someone to talk to. I did not know the first thing about being a "Boy"....After about a year we are still hooked up.
http://www.jimbo.info/weblog/archives/mrslave.jpg
You were right about when you said that over time that you start to develop feels for the person you are hooked up with. I did. I am only 20 years old.
http://southparkstudios.mtvnimages.com/shared/downloads/images/season-6/614/614_image-06.jpg
The administration within the Arkansas Department of Corrections does alot to also add to the perrsure. For example, if a...first timer does something that "Rocks the Boat" against the administration they will put him in a barracks or block that is for trouble makers. He is almost certain to be rape or is made to hook up with someone that he know nothing about. And the only way he can go to P.C. (Protective Custody) is if he is raped or beat up real bad.
Rapes happen about one two per week in each prison within Arkansas. Those...are only the ones reported to the administration. There are many more rapes that they never hear about because the victims are threaten to keep the mouths closed.
Your handout on hooking up [protective pairing] is very good. It is very informative.....If I would have read it before I got my time it would have made my time easier.
http://i.current.com/images/asset/904/224/49/2Vb2aX.jpg
When I first came to the [juvenile] penitentiary I had at least one fight a day. When a confrontation would come my way it would scare me half to death. I felt like a cat trapped in a corner...I would fight to cover my fear up....I could not show the inmates any other parts of myself. I was finally transferred to an adult prison I told myself that I was not going to fight no more. [After the cut throat incident] they locked me up in Administrative Segregation in a two man cell with a dude a hell of alot bigger than me....The next thing I know he was rubbing my arms and back. I was uncomfortable with this but was afraid to say anything. Needless to say, with grease he fucked my ass. It hurt real bad.
http://www.stormfront.org/dblack/images/abc_don.jpg
On the streets I only mess with girls....I learned that it is easeir to adapt to the role as a punk instead of fight it.:handkiss: My `life' is a hell of alot easier now. When I first started out as a punk I had mixed feeling. I was angry at myself for becoming a punk when I fought so hard not to become one. Gradually as time when on I became more able to cope with these feelings. I was able to start ignoring what people said.
I would like to write inmates in other prisons that have been through the same experiences and that have adapted to prison life as punks....I realize some of them have no one to write to that can understand them and won't put them down for being punks.
When the inmates here sending request to the chaplain or the "shrink" we never get an answer back....Being a punk means I can show my feelings. I don't have to hide them. I do care for people....At one point I had a boy and I "played the man role." But anyway that's the past. Sometimes I sit back and think to myself "I am a man and I am letting another man put his dick in my ass." But the closeness, intimacy and the touch are things to be tressured in prison.-G.H., Arkansas.
http://www.stormfront.org/truth_at_last/raje/prison-rape.htm
This posting is for educational purposes.
Note; P.C., Protective Custody.
Note; Anal sex is a primary cause of AIDS transmission.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Having read the literature sent to me I can help some of the first timers to prepare for their stay within prison. :pride: I know that I can't do it all myself, but they say the first step is the easiest way to get to the end of a long road.
When I first came to prison [at 16] I tried to stay to myself and do my own time. I held other inmates in check for a while, but the perrsure started to build up. I was at Cummins Unit...and another inmate came in my cell and demanded that I service him sexually. I told him I just wanted to be left alone. He kept on demanding that I service him and he hit me and called me a "Bitch". He pulled out a razor and when I saw it I pushed him against the wall. He drop the razor...I ended up cutting his throat and jaw....For the first 2½ to 3 years I had to fight to keep from being "turned out."
I got tired of fighting all the time. I started to look for a partner to "hook up" with. Someone to look out after me. A "Man" as well as a friend. Someone to talk to. I did not know the first thing about being a "Boy"....After about a year we are still hooked up.
http://www.jimbo.info/weblog/archives/mrslave.jpg
You were right about when you said that over time that you start to develop feels for the person you are hooked up with. I did. I am only 20 years old.
http://southparkstudios.mtvnimages.com/shared/downloads/images/season-6/614/614_image-06.jpg
The administration within the Arkansas Department of Corrections does alot to also add to the perrsure. For example, if a...first timer does something that "Rocks the Boat" against the administration they will put him in a barracks or block that is for trouble makers. He is almost certain to be rape or is made to hook up with someone that he know nothing about. And the only way he can go to P.C. (Protective Custody) is if he is raped or beat up real bad.
Rapes happen about one two per week in each prison within Arkansas. Those...are only the ones reported to the administration. There are many more rapes that they never hear about because the victims are threaten to keep the mouths closed.
Your handout on hooking up [protective pairing] is very good. It is very informative.....If I would have read it before I got my time it would have made my time easier.
http://i.current.com/images/asset/904/224/49/2Vb2aX.jpg
When I first came to the [juvenile] penitentiary I had at least one fight a day. When a confrontation would come my way it would scare me half to death. I felt like a cat trapped in a corner...I would fight to cover my fear up....I could not show the inmates any other parts of myself. I was finally transferred to an adult prison I told myself that I was not going to fight no more. [After the cut throat incident] they locked me up in Administrative Segregation in a two man cell with a dude a hell of alot bigger than me....The next thing I know he was rubbing my arms and back. I was uncomfortable with this but was afraid to say anything. Needless to say, with grease he fucked my ass. It hurt real bad.
http://www.stormfront.org/dblack/images/abc_don.jpg
On the streets I only mess with girls....I learned that it is easeir to adapt to the role as a punk instead of fight it.:handkiss: My `life' is a hell of alot easier now. When I first started out as a punk I had mixed feeling. I was angry at myself for becoming a punk when I fought so hard not to become one. Gradually as time when on I became more able to cope with these feelings. I was able to start ignoring what people said.
I would like to write inmates in other prisons that have been through the same experiences and that have adapted to prison life as punks....I realize some of them have no one to write to that can understand them and won't put them down for being punks.
When the inmates here sending request to the chaplain or the "shrink" we never get an answer back....Being a punk means I can show my feelings. I don't have to hide them. I do care for people....At one point I had a boy and I "played the man role." But anyway that's the past. Sometimes I sit back and think to myself "I am a man and I am letting another man put his dick in my ass." But the closeness, intimacy and the touch are things to be tressured in prison.-G.H., Arkansas.
http://www.stormfront.org/truth_at_last/raje/prison-rape.htm